Lol so I put this in the milso tag because I want your opinions! I used to be a milso and now I have a son with my ex milso. We’ve dated for almost 3 years and I guess I got into the habit of depending on him. Well now that he broke up with me I have nothing! So.. I was thinking of joining the Air Force reserve. Just to get me on my feet. This way I can still be with my son and get a career going for me. What do y’all think?
I need advice so.. Message me!!! I’m desperate!
I’m no longer a milso =\
So today I figure out if I’m still a milso.. My bf in the Air Force wanted a break and today I’m going over with our son to talk… He says he’s lost feelings for me =\ and it honestly feels like they still haven’t come back.. We’ve only been separated for 5 days.. But today I’ll know the truth. I’m so nervous and scared right now.. I’m really feeling like its over but I’m hoping for the best.. I’m not sure if in ready to hear the truth..
While watching Army Wives on Netflix… Lmao.. Ugh not looking forward to deployment..
.. But he’s really sweet and romantic when he wants to be, he can make me laugh when I’m suuuuper mad at him, he knows how to take care of me, he spoils me a lot! I feel protected, like nothing bad can ever happen to me when he’s holding me.. I’m so happy he’s the one I fall asleep next to and wake up to..
We fight a lot.. I don’t know how the heck we made it through all the bullshxt.. But we did somehow.. And I can’t help but feel we really were meant for each other..
I’m still do hurt I can’t sleep.. And it makes me mad that there he is sleeping just fine next to me like he has no problems in the world..
So earlier I got mad and he was like acting like he didn’t care which mad me even more mad.. So yeah I was being a bitch. But when he got home I ran up to him and gave him a huge hug and said I’m sorry.. Even though I had a reason to be mad.. And he didn’t even apologize.. But he “forgave” me. But he still kept being like the biggest dick ever to me.. Then like he embarrassed me in front of his family and yelled that I trip over everything.. *sighs so I got upset and went to our room and cried.. Oh but he didn’t care.. And when he finally came upstairs he just told me he was leaving.. And I was crying and said he was messed up and I was still crying tryna talk to him but he just like left like I wasnt even there =\ idk but I’m so mad still.. He’s really stubborn so if this is ever gonna stop it’ll most likely be me apologizing for no apparent reason =\
FML MAN, FML
Even though I’m mad at him.. I still wish he would just come home to apologize and let me know he loves me =\