So today I figure out if I’m still a milso.. My bf in the Air Force wanted a break and today I’m going over with our son to talk… He says he’s lost feelings for me =\ and it honestly feels like they still haven’t come back.. We’ve only been separated for 5 days.. But today I’ll know the truth. I’m so nervous and scared right now.. I’m really feeling like its over but I’m hoping for the best.. I’m not sure if in ready to hear the truth..
.. But he’s really sweet and romantic when he wants to be, he can make me laugh when I’m suuuuper mad at him, he knows how to take care of me, he spoils me a lot! I feel protected, like nothing bad can ever happen to me when he’s holding me.. I’m so happy he’s the one I fall asleep next to and wake up to..
We fight a lot.. I don’t know how the heck we made it through all the bullshxt.. But we did somehow.. And I can’t help but feel we really were meant for each other..
Even though I’m mad at him.. I still wish he would just come home to apologize and let me know he loves me =\
My Airman is graduating right now from tech school ;) wish I could be there! Congrats baby 💋
I absolutely can’t wait!!! My airman comes home in 5 more frickin days! 8)
5 MORE DAYS!!